Wow, one week of the SNAP Challenge is over and I can’t believe how many thoughts I’ve had so far. I could write a ten page paper on my feelings, experiences, and observations already… but I’ll try to keep it short (yeah, right). I also want to thank everyone for their insightful comments and support while I take on this challenge. You’ve helped me dive deeper and discover more.
Before I begin the summary, I want to discuss one aspect of the challenge. The SNAP challenge rules state that you shouldn’t use any food purchased prior to starting the challenge. I’m not following that rule because I don’t feel like it’s very realistic or a responsible way to eat on a budget. Sure, some SNAP recipients will start out with no kitchen supplies, but maybe some do. Each person’s SNAP experience will be unique and involve several variables. I can’t replicate anyone else’s experience, so I have to try to mimic what my own would be. I’m approaching this challenge as if I had to suddenly go on SNAP and will definitely utilize some of my pantry staples. Those staples will not be counted as free and as I replenish those pantry staples throughout the month, I will have to do so within my weekly budget of $30. A good portion of what I bought during week one will actually be spread out and used during the following weeks, so it only makes sense that I also would have had some things left over from previous weeks. And hey, this challenge isn’t perfect, but it’s still incredibly insightful. My goal isn’t to get every detail perfect, but to draw attention to and start the conversation about food insecurity, as well as recalibrate my own spending and food consumption habits to be less wasteful.
What Did I Buy?
Here is everything I bought during my shopping trip for week one. Not a whole lot, right? I bought some pantry staples from the bulk bins at Whole Foods (rice, oat bran, chickpeas, almonds), and picked up the rest of my fresh and canned goods at my neighborhood grocery store. I stocked up on some frozen greens because that’s a super easy and inexpensive way to add veggies to your meals. I splurged on feta because it ads a lot of flavor, but only used 1/4 of that block this week. The rest will be used in the following weeks.
Here are my receipts (with a couple notes on volumes that I made for the bulk items. I had to measure them when I got home for correct calculations).
What did I use that was already in my pantry? Admittedly, more than I planned to. I did not plan very well this first week, so I found myself scavenging through my fridge and pantry just looking for something to kill my hunger. I used soy milk, eggs (I’ll have to replenish both next week), a couple tortillas, butter, peanut butter, tea, brown sugar, cinnamon, hot sauce… well, a lot of things. Week one did not go well.
What Did I Make?
My main meal throughout the week was the Soy Dijon Chicken with Sweet Potatoes, plus 1/2 cup of Seasoned Rice, plus 1/2 cup of frozen broccoli florets. I pre-portioned them out so that I could grab them and go without thinking twice, or giving myself an opportunity to think about eating something else. Each one of these bowls cost $1.49.
I cooked one pound of chickpeas from dry in my slow cooker (1 lb. dry, unsoaked chick peas plus 6 cups water, on high for about 5 hours). I only used half of the batch this week and froze the second half for use next week.
My secondary meal throughout the week was Curried Chickpeas with Spinach. I used frozen spinach this time, less olive oil, and the chickpeas that I cooked from dry, so the total batch came to $4.25 and I got about 5 servings, for a cost per serving price of $0.85. Unfortunately, I got so busy and had so many unexpected things pop up this week that I wasn’t able to even cook this recipe until day 4.
Cabbage is super cheap and I wanted some more vegetables in my plan, so I made a half batch of this Vinaigrette Slaw with Feta. I used only red cabbage this time (half head) and halved the other ingredients as well. Luckily, I had the bottom of a bottle of Caesar dressing left over in my fridge that was waiting to be used up. This batch cost me $2.28 and I got 4 servings, for a cost per serving of $0.46.
After I got home from the grocery store I realized that I had NO FRUIT in my plan for the week. I had used up all but a few dollars of my weekly budget, so I turned to this melon that had been sitting in my fridge, uncut, for almost a week. I had let the melon go and it was already starting to have that over ripe sweet smell, like it was on the brink of rotten. I was determined to not let it go to waste, so I cut it up, divided it into 8 portions, and froze almost all of it. I eat the frozen portions while still frozen, like a frozen treat, because once they thaw they are not very good. Ick. But, you have to do what you have to do. The melon cost me $2.99 the week before, or $0.37 per portion.
So, that’s what I made the first week. I realized about mid way through day two that I did not plan well and this week was going to be really awful because of it. Add to that all the drama of the home buying process and trying to show my apartment to prospective new tenants, and I had a complete disaster of a week. I didn’t get a chance to make the curried chickpeas until day 4, so I ended up filling in my meal gaps with pita, peanut butter, and eggs. It was not good. I would consider week one a FAIL.
What Did I Eat?
As I just mentioned, week one was a disaster, but it showed me how much planning and how meticulous you have to be to actually make a budget like this work. Is that level of dedication realistic? Not very much so, especially if you have a family to take care of or are working two jobs (although some people DO make it work, and I applaud you!). Even with my well stocked kitchen and all of my background with cooking and portioning, I still needed to put in more effort to make this work. There were many nights of the week that I just fought off my hunger with a pita and peanut butter instead of a real meal. After only a few days I was so hungry that I was looking for calories everywhere and anywhere. It was bad. So, here is my daily breakdown with relfections:
Day 1
- 1 small flour tortilla $0.16
- 1 large egg $0.21
- dash of hot sauce $0.05
- pinch of salt and pepper $0.05
- 1 tea bag $0.13
- 1/4 cup soy milk $0.09
- 1 Soy Dijon Chicken meal bowl $1.49
- 1/2 pita $0.17
- 2 Tbsp peanut butter $0.23
Daily Total: $2.53
Reflection: Having to keep a tally of the total cost of my groceries as I picked items from the shelves brought me back to the early days of the blog, when I had to eat on a budget like this. I felt more responsible doing so, but wondered if people saw what I was doing and felt bad for me because I had to be so careful about every penny. I still have a positive outlook and am feeling good about the challenge.
Day 2
- 1/4 cup oat bran $0.19 (1/4 cup oat bran + 3/4 water cooks up to be a 1 cup bowl)
- 1/2 Tbsp brown sugar $0.02
- 1/2 Tbsp butter $0.08
- 1 Tbsp sliced almonds $0.18
- 1 cup Cabbage Slaw with Feta $0.46
- 1 portion melon $0.37
- 1 Soy Dijon Chicken meal bowl $1.49
- 1 small flour tortilla $0.16
- 1 large egg $0.21
- dash of hot sauce $0.05
Daily Total: $3.22
Reflection: This is the day that crazy stuff started happening with the home buying process. I was stressed, busy, and didn’t have time to calculate my daily food costs to know where I was coming in, or to make the curried chickpeas. I ate an egg in a tortilla for dinner and was hungry most of the day (except the hour or two after lunch). If I had time to calculate my daily cost, I would have known to eat more, but what? I didn’t have much in my fridge and no time to cook.
Day 3
- 1 Spinach Rice Breakfast Bowl $0.64
- 1 tea bag $0.13
- 1/4 cup soy milk $0.09
- 1 portion melon $0.37
- 1 cup Cabbage Slaw with Feta $0.46
- 1 Soy Dijon Chicken meal bowl $1.49
- 1/2 pita $0.17
- 2 Tbsp peanut butter $0.23
Daily Total: $4.11
Reflection: By today, my brain was screaming “FOOD!” at me all day long and seriously affecting my concentration. No, more accurately, it was screaming, “CHIPS, WENDY’S, PIZZA, CAKE!” My body wanted calories and in any form it could get them… and it’s only been 3 days. Imagine going a whole month, finally getting your SNAP benefits replenished, and finally going to the grocery store. Do you think you’d make healthy decisions? I can honestly say that I wouldn’t. My body was now in control and health was not even on the radar. I just wanted calories. I still didn’t have time to make the chickpeas today.
Day 4
- 2 large eggs $0.42
- 1/2 pita $0.17
- dash of hot sauce $0.05
- 1 portion melon $0.37
- 1 cup Cabbage Slaw with Feta $0.46
- 1 Soy Dijon Chicken meal bowl $1.49
- 1 Tbsp peanut butter $0.13
- 1 portion Curried Chickpeas with Spinach $0.85
Daily Total: $3.94
Reflection: I still hadn’t had time to calculate my daily food costs, so I had no idea where I was coming in. I did, however, finally have time to make the curried chickpeas and I was so happy for a change of flavor, plus they were super filling. Finally a little relief. I had woken up so hungry that I ate two eggs for breakfast. That might have been the first day that I didn’t feel like I was going to die waiting for my lunch break.
Day 5
- 1/4 cup oat bran $0.19
- 1 Tbsp almonds $0.18
- 1/2 Tbsp butter $0.08
- 1/2 Tbsp brown sugar $0.02
- 1/4 cup soy milk $0.09
- 1 portion melon $0.37
- 1 Soy Dijon Chicken meal bowl $1.49
- 1/2 pita $0.17
- 2 Tbsp peanut butter $0.23
- 1/2 pita $0.17
- 1 large egg $0.21
- dash of hot sauce $0.05
Daily Total: $3.25
Reflection: I really can’t believe how delicious every single commercial for food looks. Things I never would have been tempted by before, like Wendy’s or those nasty looking cappuccino flavored potato chips, I could seriously devour and love every second of it. It’s fascinating how hunger can change your tastes and perceptions. My body was still screaming at me for calories and blocking out most every other thought. I’m still relying on eggs/peanut butter in pita because it’s fast and kills my hunger.
Day 6
- 2 large eggs $0.42
- 1/2 pita $0.17
- pinch of salt & pepper $0.05
- 1 cup Cabbage Slaw with Feta $0.46
- 1/2 pita $0.17
- 1/2 Tbsp butter $0.08
- 1 serving Black Bean Soup $0.79
- 1/4 cup uncooked popcorn kernels $0.09
- 1 Tbsp vegetable oil $0.04
- 1 Tbsp butter $0.15
- Cajun seasoning $0.05
Daily Total: $2.47
Reflection: Today I really started to lose it. I thought about sneaking a bag of chips from the store. No one would know, right? Ack. I can’t do that. I needed calories so bad that I ate butter in pita bread. I started scouring my cupboard and freezer for something different to eat because I was sick of the same ‘ol food. I found one last frozen serving of my Slow Cooker Black Bean Soup and ate that. It was SO. GOOD. That made me feel like I broke the rules, but OMG, I felt full and happy for a minute. I had my favorite snack for dinner: stove top popcorn with Cajun seasoning (and butter because apparently I want that on everything now).
Day 7
- 1 Spinach Rice Breakfast Bowl $0.71
- 1 tea bag $0.13
- 1/4 cup soy milk $0.09
- 1 portion melon $0.37
- 1 serving Curried Chickpeas with Spinach $0.85
- 1/2 pita $0.17
- 1/2 pita $0.17
- 2 Tbsp peanut butter $0.23
- 1 oz feta $0.43
- 1 cup soy milk $0.36
Daily Total: $3.51
Reflection: I broke into my stash of feta today because I NEEDED CHEESE. I realized that dairy goes a really long way towards filling me up and making me feel satisfied because I’ve been craving cheese and yogurt for a couple days now. I’m definitely working that into next week’s menu. I CAN’T WAIT to go grocery shopping and try a new approach next week, because this sucked. Oh, and I finally got a chance to sit down and start calculating my daily costs and saw how low I was coming in. ARG. I could have been eating more all week. *sigh* Failure.
Final Reflection
Total Consumed: $23.30
Grocery Total (incl. tax): $28.13
This did not work at all. I’ll try again next week with a different approach. Even with all the advantages working in my favor (pantry staples, cooking equipment like a slow cooker, cooking skills, food knowledge, easy access to grocery store(S), etc.) this just did not work and was not sustainable. I wanted to eat fast food every day. I wanted to go splurge and spend 2-3 days worth of food budget on a pizza or burger. What would I do if I had children? I am full of a mix of emotions—gratitude, guilt, and sadness.
Read through my experience from beginning to end:
Thank you for sharingโ I love your blog and recipes and use them often to feed my family of eight. I am not in an income bracket that forces me to stick to SNAP guidelines, but out of curiosity I calculated and realized this would be about 1000$ a month for my family if we were to do this challenge. This is my regular budget for groceries. (not including wine, because, hello, six kids!). I was thinking maybe it is a lot easier for larger families to eat on this budget? I make nearly all of our food, but so do you. But I never feel like, oh wow, this is tight. I can imagine it would be harder for one person to stick to 30$ vs. 8 people sticking to 240$. My kids aren’t all babies either, we have a 16, 13,10,8,7, and 5 year old. Thoughts?
Also, do you have a day old bread store nearby? I can get organic bread there for 5 loaves/7$. It might be good for your pb sammy’s:)
I feel like it might be easier for one person, because I can control my own eating and hunger, but you can’t always do that for other people. But it does seem easier to buy one set of pantry staples to feed 8 people instead of just one. :) I fully blame my hunger in week one on poor planning. I just have to get back in the groove of it. I’m already doing better this week!
I’m sorry that this week did not go so well for you :( Hopefully next week is better. I really appreciate how honest and open you are in your experiences. I know what you mean about cravings they can be so hard to ignore!
Just wanted to thank you for doing this challenge and for being honest about the struggle. I have been following your blog for years, and I now have one more reason to love, appreciate and admire you! Go, Beth!
Beth I think you did great! You don’t really have to reinvent the wheel, though – you already have fantastic, cheap recipes such as the baked oatmeal that you can piece together to fit into this weekly plan.
Also, I think the SNAP challenge would work well with one of those dishes that transforms throughout the weekly, like roast chicken with veggies, then chicken pot pie, then chicken soup – something like that. Or… maybe animal proteins don’t fit into the SNAP budget after all. Also, I heard that sticking to one type of cuisine keeps costs down because you are using mostly the same ingredients with different combinations.
Good luck and thanks for doing this!
While I’ve never been on SNAP, there have been quite a few extremely tight pay periods for my family since we switched to one income when I had my first baby a couple years ago. I know that relentless hunger all too well!! Idk what it is…part of me thinks it’s psychological…not being able to snack and knowing your next meal isn’t going to be too exciting. It’s hard not to crave fast food and pizza when your dinner (which is four hours away) is going to be french onion soup, ya know?
I, too, am a grateful follower of your blog. Like you, our grocery area was really the only area we could trim. So we followed after you and have been cooking from your blog for the past two years. When the hard weeks hit, I can turn to things like your Southwest Breakfast Scramble, Black Bean Soup, Sweet Potato Enchiladas, Onion and Mushroom Pizza, Taco Pizza and the list goes on. And that is a huge help…particularly for morale. Thanks Beth :)
This is incredible, and I’m so glad you’re writing about this, especially your reactions each day. Even though I know how little money people are offered to survive, I always thought in the back of my mind that I could do it – mostly because I have done it in the past. But reading this made me relive some of those hungry days, and they’re so truly awful. (Though I was buying tons of almost-rotten vegetables for cheap and roasting them – not really a meal, but it did help stave off some of the cravings for junk food.) I can’t wait to see what you do with it next week!
Don’t be so hard on yourself! It is incredibly brave to document your cravings and hunger. It is simply NOT EASY to do this. I’m sure there are people out there, living on the SNAP budget, who are nodding their heads in understanding as they read this post. This is validating, and bringing so much awareness to the very real problem of food insecurity in this country. And there is no failure in that. (PS, made the soy dijon chicken tonight, and it was delicious!)
Beth, I don’t usually post on blogs because bloggers are busy and have enough to do :)
but I want to say that you’re doing a GREAT job. I know that you think you failed but you made a lot of progress in a direction that is not only challenging, but demanding. Good job. Brava. Look forward to your next few weeks.
Wow! I’m impressed…I could NEVER have held out feeling hungry. This sure puts things into perspective…we have it good…I am struggling to cut down my $1200 grocery budget…which includes a farmshare (CSA)… We’d spend way too much…but eat lots of fruits and veggies. I want to learn more from you and all your readers who spend WAY LESS! Spread your knowledge…please!
I think the big thing that kept me going through the hunger is knowing that 1 million + people were watching. ;)
I love your blog and you definately did not fail. My family of three spends $100 a week which is far more than used to be in our budget. You mentioned craving cheese and we too are cheese lovers. Feta is great because a little goes a long way, as does Parmesan. Sprinkling a little on your veggies is a great way to satisfy cheese cravings on a budget. ^_^ Hang in there you are doing great!
Wow! What an eye-opening experience. You said that at times, you were hungry. Can you imagine feeling that way on a regular basis? I understand your emotions of gratitude, guilt, and sadness because I often feel the same way when I think about those who live this way on a regular basis. Can you imagine what it is like for those with growing children? It makes me thank God for what He has given me and pray for those who suffer. May we all, like Mother Teresa said, “live with less so that others may simply live.” Thanks for the update.
I visit this blog every week while meal planning, but I’ve never commented before. This was a fascinating post. I love that you were willing to label that week a failure and post about that experience and your real time reflections, instead of try to spin it in a positive light for the sake of the blog. This was an unexpectedly great read. Thanks for everything you do!
Thank you. I was so excited to see you taking this on. We were receiving $500 a month for a family of five and it definitely took the joy out of cooking.
A couple of people have asked about cooking the beans when you don’t have a slow cooker. You can put the ingredients in a Dutch oven or covered casserole and bake at 300F for the same amount of time. No presoaking required.
A general rule of thumb is that the oven at 200F equals the low temperature for a slow cooker and 300F equals the high temperature.
Thanks for sharing that!
It was not a great week but you did not fail – failing would have been going to that fast food restaurant or buying those chips. I remember when I was between grad school and my first job, with zero income and very little savings. I managed to live off of my pantry (depleting it right before I moved), freezer, and garden for several months, but it was not pretty. And that was when I had plenty of time to cook, plan, shop around, tend my garden, etc. I cannot imagine now trying to do that and work. Kudos to you for trying – and for posting such great recipes!